You came so swiftly like a light wind and swirled around me. Rather than running away I welcomed you, cauz i didn't know it would become something permanent I walked towards you carelessly. I had my shell to protect me. And my memories to stop me. But slowly, the shell cracked. Something stirred in me. The strange beating of heart, blood pulsing, the warm feeling I got scared at first. It felt good but what if it ends, like last time or even worse. But you created something between us so special "I love you." I typed with teary eyes and read your reply with the tear flowing down. I know. Stupid. Right? And you kept on filling my heart. Weird to know but in pain your name is on my lips. In happiness your name comes to my me. Sitting ideally, you occupy my mind. Not a single day i spend without calling you. Is it normal? Am i falling too deep? Why your smile is stuck in my mind? And why I find it so calming? Why I stare at my hand and remember when you kisse...
He was looking at me while doing it. My hands were pinned down. My sight was blurry. I was feeling pain and pleasure simultaneously. Our breath was so heavy. My toes were curling with every push. I wrapped my legs around his waist. He kept on going inside and coming out. He increased his pace. I couldn't take it anymore. Yet I didn't want to stop. With the last thrust, he rested his old body on mine. He then moved to my side. I turned towards him. He caressed my cheek and gave a soft peck. I just wanted to freeze the moment. I dug my face in his bare chest and went into a deep sleep. I woke up stretching my whole body like I usually do. Suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my back. Damn! That hurt. Was he too rough? Or maybe because it was my first time. I looked at the clock on the wall. It was 1 am. I felt a terror inside me. Mom would kill me. But wait isn't Tin here. He could have taken care of it. Still, what if he forgot? Anyway, I just wanted to enjoy the company. I sat...