You came so swiftly like a light wind and swirled around me. Rather than running away I welcomed you, cauz i didn't know it would become something permanent I walked towards you carelessly. I had my shell to protect me. And my memories to stop me. But slowly, the shell cracked. Something stirred in me. The strange beating of heart, blood pulsing, the warm feeling I got scared at first. It felt good but what if it ends, like last time or even worse. But you created something between us so special "I love you." I typed with teary eyes and read your reply with the tear flowing down. I know. Stupid. Right? And you kept on filling my heart. Weird to know but in pain your name is on my lips. In happiness your name comes to my me. Sitting ideally, you occupy my mind. Not a single day i spend without calling you. Is it normal? Am i falling too deep? Why your smile is stuck in my mind? And why I find it so calming? Why I stare at my hand and remember when you kisse...
"Lemon ! Why you told him about me?" I shouted at her. I really can't believe she is my sister . If some mob came then I'm sure without thinking she'll just rant out everything.
"P'Can ! Why are you shouting? Tin Medthannan.........just imagine the Mighty Cold Prince of our Uni was asking for something........... How could I refuse ? I don't know the heck he was asking about you but I told him everything."
"Even my full name!?" I shouted sarcastically.
"Well actually..............I just kept staring at him while telling about you and i just couldn't control myself and unknowingly I kept on speaking...........
I needed something to hold him infront of me ."
Is it really making sense? Is she literally my sister ? I'm sure she is adopted . This is why she is taking revenge from me .
It's been two days now and I'm trying to stay away from Tin . I even spent two days at P'Type and P'Tharn place , because I knew that he can come to my house , which he did . Ley called and told that he was asking for me but I didn't even tell her where I 'm hiding . I'm safe with my P'.
My phone is full with the notifications of Tin's missed call and his messages. This is very annoying . I didn't bother to read them . Why should I?
This is not what I actually planned. After that Terrace incident , next morning I was going to face him and warn him to stay away from me . I was fully prepared . I was walking towards him and he saw me coming....,... my eyes met his.
Tin smiled and I don't know what on Earth happened to me that I turned around and ran away and since then I am avoiding him because whenever I see him all the kisses roam in my head that he planted on my neck and cheek . The cheek one actually left a mark .
Whenever I am alone my mind get stuffed with Tin .I feel his hand around my face , his kiss on my neck. Whenever I close my eyes his smiling face is all I can see which actually melts my heart . Daammnn! Maybe I'm not in my right mind .
"Oi Can" a voice came from behind. I turned around to face P'Type .
"P'Type~" I held his wrist with my both hands, ...."where were u P' ? I was waiting for so long."
"Don't tell me you are going to stay today too............ because of you I'm not able to sleep with Tharn ."
"Ehh! That's not true . You always sleep with P'Tharn ...... You , me and P' we all sleep together on bed and i always sleep on either side . "
P'Type chuckled .
Oi~ i need to stay at his place for some time. I clung to him and acted cutely so that he allow me to say with him . "Fine.....Fine......I'll Let......" Suddenly someone pulled me away from P'.
Tin!What is he doing here ? I looked at P'TYPE. He was confusingly looking at me . I looked at Tin . He was angrily looking at P'. His stare them shifted to me . "I want to talk to you ." Tin held my hand dragged me from there . He kept dragging and my stupid body was letting him do that . Why am I not protesting? I shook off my hand . "Let Go ....... . " He again held my hand "Just follow me ." His voice was commanding .
We reached the parking lot where Tin's black car was parked . He trapped me between his car door and himself . His hands held a grip of my both arms .
"Who he is ?"
" I don't think I need to answer you."
I can see a weird expression on his face . And much weird thing was that ........... I was .......... Uhm Scared?!
I don't know.......... It's just didn't felt good . He suddenly kissed me !His hands were cupping face . And his lips were moving over mine roughly . I held his waist to balance myself cauz he was kissing too like jelly . He kept on sucking my either lips simultaneously. I closed my eyes . My mind was now concentrated on the kiss , which he broke!
WHAT TIMING!
"Can I love you ." Ohk this definitely a dream . It can't be true. ................Whom am I kidding? It's All True ! Tin Medth......Ann ..naa ... Whatever said. What should I do ? What should I do?
"Oi Tin stop joking around........"
He seriously stared at me . "I'm not joking Can ........ I love you and I don't like it when you are close with other people............"
Oh! So he was jealous. Wait that's not the main thing.
"You are kidding right ?.........How can you love me ? I punched you twice ." I tried to make him remember that I'm that Can with whom he didn't like .
"I like you because you treat me like Tin not Tin Medthannan...........You are the one I know i can trust . Can I never even trusted anyone........but you .........I want to trust you ."
He leaned close to me and kissed again. This time it was soft and smooth . I closed my eyes . His lips were softly touching mine . Tin deepened the kiss . Unknowingly my hands moved to Tin's shoulders . He sucked my lips gently . I slowly responded to his kiss . I arched my neck towards right and sucked his upper lip . He started bitting and licking me . He poked with his tongue to ask for the entrance and I allowed it . It was getting intense . I never ever kissed someone so passionately. Wait! I've never kissed anyone. This is my first kiss . Why I feel like keeping him to myself.
Am I having feelings for him?
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