My Revenge, Your Love - I Promise( Chapter 5)

 

Tin was staring at me and I too unconsciously was looking at him . I just experienced my first kiss . My First Kiss ................. that too with a guy . I should have pushed him, punched him ,  kicked him. But somehow I couldn't . There is something that's not right , but still I don't want him to stop . His stare is so intense that I can't even dare to move.

"Can." He whispered.

I can't stand here anymore . I pushed him lightly "I gotta go ." and I ran away .

At Can't House :
Oh gosh why I can't sleep ? I have to restrain myself . I don't want to be swayed away by this stupid feelings. I am really gonna kill this guy tomorrow . ................................ By the way .................what he must be doing right now? Was he hurt when I ran away ? He proposed me and .........uhh................why is it happening to me ? How should I face him tomorrow .

*phone ringing *
"Hello?"

"Can."
I froze . I don't know why but I think it's Tin .

"Hello?" Trying to clarify.

"Can . It's me."
I m sure now .

"Why are you calling me ?"

"Are you free right now?"

"Why should I answer you ?"

"I m outside your house"
Was that suppose to be a joke .

"What the heck ? What are you doing here ?"

"Waiting"

"Waiting for what?"

"For you ."

"Are you crazy ? I m not coming."

"Then.............. should I come inside your house ."

"What ? NO ."

"Then Hurry . I m waiting."
Call disconnected.

Arrrrggghhhh.......... I had no choice. I went outside without a second thought . As soon as I opened the gate , I saw a black  car outside my house . I moved closer to the car. There was Tin sitting in the drivers seat . He smiled at me . I didn't know how to respond so I just looked away .

"Can , get inside . I want to take you somewhere . "

"I am not going with you." I said sternly for at least I tried.

" I am already here. I've been waiting for you . It's  rude to say 'No' ."

"Did I call you ? Did I say to wait for me?" Yes,  I am rude.  love it , leave it.

"Can, I really want to............ spend some ......time ..........with you.  I was just not feeling good .......so I wanted to see you  . "
Was I too rude ?

"Uhhh........sorry ..........I didn't mean to hurt you . "

" Then will you come with me ?"

"Uhhh .... Yeah I guess ."

I got inside his car. He started driving and then I realise that I am still in my pyjamas and flip flops . Gosh... what an idiot I am.
All along the journey he didn't speak anything . I guess he is a serious driver . I also didn't initiate any conversation cause he might want to just concentrate on driving .After a drive of ....... I guess 25 or 30 minutes ,  we reached a house . Actually it was too big to call it a house I should address it as a ..........maybe a bungalow . Tin parked the car and got outside . I followed him.  I couldn't held my curiosity any longer   .

"Where are we ?"  I asked.

" At my house ."

"WHAT? Why I am here?"

" Just follow me."  he answered with straight face and went inside.
I obeyed him  with a grin . As soon as I entered the house I was shocked. It was like an expensive hotel . Literally who is this guy . How rich  he is to live in a house like this?  I was standing in the drawing room i guess.  At my right side there was a huge TV set and left there was a sofa . Infront there was a slide door of glass where Tin was standing . He opened it and went outside .

"Come here." he said

What choice I had other than following him .  It seemed like a backyard ,  a BIG backyard . It was very open . I like it here . Breezy open space . I saw Tin walking on the grass barefooted.  It looked fun . I copied him.  The soft grass underneath my feet , the tingling sensation  . Oh! I am feeling good. Tin sat on the grass and gestured me to sit beside him . Anyway , I liked it here so I can do that  . I sat next to him.  We both were looking at the clear Sky,  full of stars. It was all so soothing.  Who doesn't like an atmosphere like this .

" Can , I am sorry for suddenly showing up and dragging you to my house , but  .....I just didn't want to be alone   ." Tin said , still looking at the sky there was a softness in his voice .

I don't feel like being rude to him right now . "Is everything ok ?"I asked

He sighed and lied down on the grass.  "I wish everything was ok ."

I layed down next to him .  "When I feel upset or anything turns out wrong,  I always share it with my friends and families. I even cry in front of them if I want to. Holding in your emotions will only make you suffer. "

Tin turned his face towards me "Whom should I tell ?"

I too faced him  "Your friends ofcourse , or your family . "

"I don't trust anyone."

That's weird . "How can you trust anyone . There must be someone in your life whom you  trust . "

"I want to trust you........... Can I can." He was looking directly into my eyes .

It was uncomfortable . I shifted my eyes to the sky . "Of course you can .  All of my friends trust me . They  all share problems with me." Unintentionally I was speaking in a high pitch .

Tin let out a "huff"  sound and moved his stare to the stars.  "I  have been betrayed many times ............by many people .............................."

Who betrayed him? And why?  I looked at him.

".................... there's no one willing to stay beside me , no one to comfort me . That's why I don't trust anyone . Not even my family."

There was a hint of sadness in his voice . He is different 'Tin' right now.

" I wont betray you ............."

he suddenly looked at me with a surprise . It seemed that we both didn't expect me to say anything like that .... still I continued ,

".................... I will stay with you......... if you .........want ."

We both were looking at Each Other. Whatever I said , I think it affected him . Tin moved his body upward with the help of his  hand and came above me . I was not able to judge this whole situation .  I saw Tin coming close to me ,  and his lips slowly  landed on mine  . I felt warm sensation crawling up my body .  My lips was a bit parted which was making a perfect space for his to fit.  His hands were caressing  my hair . I grabbed his shirt from the waist  lightly .  It felt like I was drowning in him . This warmth , I don't want to loose it . That slow kiss soon upgraded to a real intense one  ,  but it was not lust . It was purely felt like something you call.............................. LOVE .  I just felt something making him comfortable , letting him to express himself .  I wanted him more  close to me . I think Tin also felt the same . His right hand snaked down to my waist where he was rubbing slowly while I surrounded my arm over his neck . Our lips for gliding with each other and somehow I started responding that kiss dominantly.   He pulled away I saw his face , I don't know but I feel like comforting him,  I want to take care of him , I want to stay beside him.

" You promise?"

" huh"

"You  promise , to stay with me ?"

"Yeah I promise ."

Tin fell over me .  More precisely he  hugged  me .  I could see the clear  sky with the stars and moon from over his shoulder  . He dipped his head in my neck . I hugged him back one hand on the waist and one on his hair , fingers loosely tangled with his hair . I rubbed his hair softly  . This man in ,  my arm needs me , and somehow I am willing to be here .........for him.

"I promise."

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