You came so swiftly like a light wind and swirled around me. Rather than running away I welcomed you, cauz i didn't know it would become something permanent I walked towards you carelessly. I had my shell to protect me. And my memories to stop me. But slowly, the shell cracked. Something stirred in me. The strange beating of heart, blood pulsing, the warm feeling I got scared at first. It felt good but what if it ends, like last time or even worse. But you created something between us so special "I love you." I typed with teary eyes and read your reply with the tear flowing down. I know. Stupid. Right? And you kept on filling my heart. Weird to know but in pain your name is on my lips. In happiness your name comes to my me. Sitting ideally, you occupy my mind. Not a single day i spend without calling you. Is it normal? Am i falling too deep? Why your smile is stuck in my mind? And why I find it so calming? Why I stare at my hand and remember when you kisse...
Tin was staring at me and I too unconsciously was looking at him . I just experienced my first kiss . My First Kiss ................. that too with a guy . I should have pushed him, punched him , kicked him. But somehow I couldn't . There is something that's not right , but still I don't want him to stop . His stare is so intense that I can't even dare to move. "Can." He whispered. I can't stand here anymore . I pushed him lightly "I gotta go ." and I ran away . At Can't House : Oh gosh why I can't sleep ? I have to restrain myself . I don't want to be swayed away by this stupid feelings. I am really gonna kill this guy tomorrow . ................................ By the way .................what he must be doing right now? Was he hurt when I ran away ? He proposed me and .........uhh................why is it happening to me ? How should I face him tomorrow . *phone ringing * "Hello?" "Can." I froze . I don't...